I want physical contact with you all the time. And I don’t necessarily mean sex. I mean I want to feel you next to me. I want to hold your hand or rest my hand on your leg or play with your hair.
And I shouldn’t try to and most of the time I can’t and I don’t know what to do about it because there’s no getting over you while we live together and we’re living together for the next year and a half.
I’m so sorry.
i keep getting random erections today and idk why
I guess you could say it’s been a hard day.
all i’ve done in 2013 was become more gay
I don’t know how to be happy right now.
you changed so much in too little time. I don’t even recognize you anymore… I’m afraid…how i should treat you? seems i can’t accept it. I don’t love you anymore… yet… I can’t live without you…